She hesitates and swallows again, pulling her elbows in a bit. She stares at the pavement, not at Ryoji, and her voice is suddenly very small and weak. "I... um. No one was home, and I... I took some of Dad's pills so my blood wouldn't clot, and I... went in the bathtub and slit my wrists. I thought it'd be... easy to clean up after me..."