"... I can't be around them right now." It's too fresh. It hurts too much. And Jake was the one who sent her in, and she died, and he's not sure he can restrain himself from lashing out at him for all that long. "We all need a break. Too much fighting... we need some time to just breathe."

They do, at least. He hasn't stopped fighting. Everything is gathering information. Everything is peeking in dark corners where those things might be. He'll pay them back ten times over for what happened.