"I..." He hesitates, and lets out a long sigh. It's hard to explain... "I haven't really earned it. Hell, I invaded your dream. And I trust you, but... it's hard to... when you know you might... might not be able to keep being around people... and the closer you are to someone the more likely it is that you'll end up trying to get in their dream. It's... I don't want to hurt you. And I don't..." He doesn't want to be hurt, to lose someone again.