She's really doing this, isn't she? Is it a good idea? She's putting a lot of trust in Corwin here. More than she thinks she has in her. But anything else isn't a solution in the long run, either.
No. She has to try this. She'll just have to get out during the nights - as much as she likes being around Corwin for the factor of having someone to talk to and having someone to look like herself around to and someone to cautiously lower her shields around and... well, someone like a friend. As much as she likes it (as much as she likes that he seems to be so excited about all of this) she is well aware that he's putting her on edge, and she just can't risk frenzying because she keeps exposing herself to him too much.
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She's really doing this, isn't she? Is it a good idea? She's putting a lot of trust in Corwin here. More than she thinks she has in her. But anything else isn't a solution in the long run, either.
No. She has to try this. She'll just have to get out during the nights - as much as she likes being around Corwin for the factor of having someone to talk to and having someone to look like herself around to and someone to cautiously lower her shields around and... well, someone like a friend. As much as she likes it (as much as she likes that he seems to be so excited about all of this) she is well aware that he's putting her on edge, and she just can't risk frenzying because she keeps exposing herself to him too much.