"...I'm really probably not the right person to talk to about this."

At least words come easily again for the most part, now, thanks to Corwin.

"I had very little choice about feeding for years." And only marginally more since she managed to run, because the options were so limited. There's a bit more since she came here, but even then it's been mostly determined by factors that have nothing to do with ethics and all to do with staying unnoticed.